Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Wonder Years

Weekend is the only time i look forward to nowadays.Just the simple thought of going to Pune makes the trip worthwhile.
How was ur weekend?One question that i really hate to answer on Monday Mornings.
And the answer more or less has to include the night clubs frequented over the weekend
which i seldom /rather never do.

So ":What is this Weekend all about?"
Nothing , just lazying away .dozing for 15 hrs of the day and while not sleeping reminding myself to read something.
Also a pseudo intellectual that i am, ask my mother for all the current magazines and current affairs and pretend to read those and actually manage to convince myself that i have read all those!
In reality what happens is just flipping through the pages of the same and readingthe last pages that includes page 3 gossip and Movie reviews.

But it also brings back thegood old days when life was so much simple with never having the time to think and days and weeks just passed by without noticing.More than one way it is nostalgic and gives u the chance to revisit and relive those very moments that u really cherished .Be it the Hanuman tekdi in the morning or the music on your PC at home.

This brings us to songs and the general fascination associated with it.
there is a list of my personal favourite songs on my PC at Pune and the same songs at the off desktop to. Although the songs that i listen to are the same,The feel of the songs on my personal Pc is very different than that of the office PC The setting of my room,me sittin actually slumbering on a wooden chair with legs outstreched on the bed and with head tilted on the back staring at the ceiling.No lights,event he comp screen is off .Its just that moment of privacy that u really long for .The songs in turn take you to that time where life was beautiful or atleast imagined it to be beautiful!
The emotions too are very personal and private and wouldnt want to disclose them for the fear that it mite reveal ur true self which u always try to cover up and project yourself as someone else!Something that reveals the inner person.

Another interesting thing happened this weekend.had decided to read a book referred by a friend.The book was little heavy to digest as a result of which was getting distracted at the slightest instance.It s more like u know u have to read the book,its imp ,talks sense and will be useful in further life as well.
very similar to exams during the school days,day before the exam when everything ie the entire portion had to be covered and distraction in such cases was most of the times from the opposite sex! ;)
And as i write this I am still dreamingabout ........Visiting me in the office all of a sudden after all those years. ;)
U enter the world of those dreams amd suddemly out of nowhere get a Jolt and realise that U are there to read the book/prepare for the exam and your future and career depends on that.And the stuff u are imagining wont happen in the next 100 years!But even after all those years some things hardly change and more importantly continue to remain the same.

Same study room, , same room and thinking about the same girl???

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